Life

Life is always about making choices, to live with the choices no
matter how right or wrong it was and responsible for every risk that
comes along with it. Sometimes people choose their own way to do
something without even consider whether it was right or wrong and
willing to take any risk for it, while others choose to wait and learn
from someone else mistakes to minimize the risk of their choices.

But then again life is always about choices, right or wrong, its you
who decided which path to walk. Sometimes at the moment you feel that
you done the right thing, then years after, you know that you done a
mistake. But that's ok, coz there's always a way to fix mistakes,
there's always a way to make something right after they gone so
wrong... All you need is just an EFFORT... And when you've done with
all the effort... and things didn't get any better... There's always
another way to choose, to keep on trying or to let go n try something
new...

Wasn't life always about choices?? To choose something truly right or
to choose something wrong that you want to believe to be something
right, to do something right with the right way, or to do something
right with the wrong way... So many choices... So many justification
in life and in the living... with all the complicated dilemma that
might trapped a human in a labyrinth of doubts, of expectations, of a
meaningful life...

The truth is what right will always right and what wrong will always
wrong... Right and wrong never depends on which side to see... It will
always depend to your conscience ... A place where right and wrong
were born... To be right or to be wrong that will be the risk of your
choices, to stay wrong or to make it right after knowing that you are
wrong, that's just another choice... the responsibility will always be
yours... And that what life is...

Searcher Or Chaser

There's certain things in life when you doing something for money and not for money...

And there's a big different between searching and chasing for a life...

A simple sample...

Do

you

know

the

different

between

searching

and

chasing

for

a

butterfly...


Which process made you enjoy the most beauty instead of fun...?

Which process made your heart richer in understand things instead of spoiled an ego...?

The biggest art of life is the life it self...

Be grateful that sometimes you are a searcher and not a chaser...

Coz you're richen by your life already...

And it's not the amount that money can buy...

Love & Lust

Thinking now… what a giant monstrous thing love is… coz it can keep
two different people together for such a long time… what a giant
monstrous thing love is… coz respect, honesty, loyalty, trust,
responsibility, understanding and forgiveness grows with it… what a
giant monstrous thing love is… coz it could turn smart people in to a
blinded fool… what a giant monstrous thing love is… coz there's always
FORGIVENESS…

But then I think again, maybe my idea of love wont fits on other
people nowadays… so many things I saw… more like, what a giant
monstrous thing LUST is… coz it can make many people get marry after
having an early pregnancy… what a giant monstrous thing lust is… coz
it can keep you together until you had 3 or 7 kids… what a giant
monstrous thing lust is… coz it can ruin your relationship easily…
what a giant monstrous thing lust is… coz it could easily make you
forget about love and your love ones… what a giant monstrous thing
lust is… coz it can broke your LOVE apart and turn it in to dust…

Hmmmm… can't stop thinking about it… what a nuts world that we all
living… or maybe… hmmmm… maybe the rest of the world living the normal
life… maybe the rest of the world are fine… coz I am the only one who
nuts… well… who cares… just being my self, and alone with my thoughts…

Home

Once I was picturing home… Maybe luxurious and maybe not, but surely comforting with a lot of trees, with wild birds and butterflies all around…

Once I was picturing home… Maybe far and maybe near, but will always filled with joy and happiness with you and all our kids in it…

Maybe now and maybe then, maybe quite long and maybe soon, maybe forever…

But from now on,I stop picturing home…I just let home falling from grace upon me, and at that time I will know, what truly home for me is anywhere as long as I could lay my head upon your chest

Quarreling In Differences

At every quarreling... debating... fighting or whatever we called them... everywhere, every time... in anyway... I always end up with the same conclusion... somehow, people didn't hate each other because their religion told them to do so... people didn't hate each other because their culture told them to do so... none of those thing...

But people just hate each other because they want it and tell their heart to do so... by whatever reason or cost... but none by religion or culture... somehow it's still a lovely world with every difference shows in it... if only every heart speaks with lovely worlds even in difference... then it will be a better place for all of us to live in...